SAYANGI AKU..

 b, b x rndu beby ke??24,7 beby tringt n rndu kt b..susah tuk beby telan sume ni..knp jln ni jgk b msti plih..ati beby trseksa,trluke b..b ckp b happy dgn beby,b ckp lg beby ni trlalu special buat b..b ckp b x pnah dpt makwe mcm beby..b ckp beby ni ikhlas,sgup buat ape je tuk b..mmg pun beby ikhlas buat ape sje tuk b bcoz b dh amik ati beby..b dh bg beby tangkap cintan dgn b..b ckp beby mnje,pndai amik ati b,always buat b geram dgn loyer bruk beby ni..ni pun buat b syg kt beby..b taw x?beby rndu gler dkt loyer bruk b,suare b..dlu tiap2 ari dpt dgr suare b,tp skrg x dh..seksa ati beby trpakse pura2 happy n tnang dpn sume org like nothing had happened 2 me..tp dlm ati ni hnye allah je yg taw..ati beby xpnah stop crying since b dh xde dlm idup beby..b tawkn beby xleh idup tnpe b??b pun pnah ckp bnde yg sme..tp knp sume ni msti trjd???b dh amik ati beby,skrg sng2 je kn tglkn beby??beby xde smangat nk idup tnpe b..skrg dh xde lg org yg blh kongsi gelak ktawe dgn beby,dh xde jgk org yg tiap2 ari say i love u,i miss u n i need u dkt beby..beby still mnghrpkn kte mcm dlu..beby nk b je.beby klu blh nk idup dgn b je..b nk beby buktikn ape lg tuk b fhm n taw btape sygnye beby dkt b??b sorg je yg blh fhm beby,fhm ape yg beby nk,fhm prangai beby..b pnah kate dlm byk2 ex b dlu,beby sorg je yg fhm b n baik sgt2..lps ni klu beby sdih n ade problem,sape yg nk buat beby spai beby ktawa blek??dlu b je yg pndai buat mcm 2..even b x hensem,but ati beby x pnah kisah..ati beby just ske dkt b je..even dh 3 weeks this incident happened,but ati beby x pnah dpt accept ape yg trjd kt kte..i love u so much b.. I LOVE U SUHAIMI!!

org baru..

6 july dpt lg sorg ank buah..baby boy..abg ak yg ke2 dpt lg ank..ni ank yg ke3..huhuhuhu...dh 4 ank buah ak.hopefully yg ni nti x nkal mcm abg dye..

di tinggalkn..

cinta ak kt dye umpama lirik dlm lagu ni..10 of july was a very sad day 4 me..how could him leaf me like that??i love so much..i cant live without him..its so hard 4 me act like nothing was happened 2 me..i force myself 2 smile,act happy and calm infront of other people but inside my heart no one knows how i feel..my heart never stop crying..i'll never let anyone take his place in my heart until i meet my real prince charming..my love 4 him is come from my deep sincere heart..i cried for 2 weeks everynite..ati ak skrg seksa sgt2 without him..rndu ni x taw nk ckp mcm mne..ak sgup ketepikan ego ak n mrayu kt dye 4 jgn bt ak mcm ni almost evaryday until now,but dye ttap dgn kputusan dye..why all this must happened??sakitnye ble kte ditinggalkn..rse smangat dh hilg..ak ikhlas buat ape sje tuk dye slme ni..ak still mnghrpkn dye utk kmbali kt ak even dye dh luka n kcewakn ati ak..